So today I am 30! Wow, I don't feel 30...but then I don't feel I look as fat as I am either hahaha!
Not much going on really. Mia woke up early this morning about 4:30am...UGH. I changed her diaper and gave her a bottle, wish she would breastfeed it would be so much easier! Then she didn't want to go back to sleep, blah...I think about a quarter after 5am she finally went back to sleep, I'm not sure exactly of the times, I just know it was too dang early, the daylight was starting to show!
Got up with the kids about 8am, was falling asleep in my recliner, so after James got up I went back to bed for a short while, think about an hour or so. That was nice. Then James had to go to work at noon, Dom left for at a quarter after 2pm and I've been here by myself with the kids since then. Thank God for the little wadding pool we got for them! Thats been a life saver. It doesn't get too hot here, but today feels pretty warm probably mid to high 80's, not sure exactly. So they have been playing in that a lot and not getting in my hair too much. Ashlee is especially whinny lately and her and Lillian seem to be picking on each other quite a bit more than normal...uh...I'm ready for school to start haha!
I hate being broke! I would like to be able to just buy something I want for myself or the kids (usually the kids, James says I'm bad at that and always shop for them and never for myself...this is true) if I want. Nothing huge and expensive or anything, just little things ya know? Fred Meyer is having a great sale on clothes and with James 20% employee discount on clothing I can get some really nice stuff for cheap! I did get Lillian and Ashlee a new baithing suit the other day, used the money I made from selling stuff on ebay in my paypal account. They were only $6.40 for each one, normally $20.00 each! But dang, it would be nice to not have to worry about what its going to do to everything else if I buy something.
Dom wants to take me to have my hair done (cut and colored) Monday or Tuesday for my birthday. I don't want her to spend that much money. She doesn't care and she wants to do it, but I don't want her to. That was one nice thing about working in a salon, I didn't have to hardly pay anything to have my hair done or for hair products...I miss those days. I was always doing new things to my hair!
Wish I was closer to my family today, would be nice to see them all on my birthday...thats one thing I miss, is being able to see my family when I want. Now, living 3-4 hrs away, thats not very possible! And I wish Shelby could be here. We are suppose to have her for the summer and it should have worked out that she would have been here, but in the end it didn't work out that way and we may only have her with us for 3 weeks of the summer. But I guess its better than nothing. I wish we could see her more! I miss her A LOT!! Its hard to have someone in your life, to care for them and love them like your own child and then have them leave and be far enough away that you can't even seem them everyother weekend or even one weekend a month.
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