Wednesday, February 9, 2011

STRESS!!!!!! And yummy dinner (haha)

Oh my!! I am sooo stressed today!
I went to my Dr/ apt at 11:00 this morning, no change in anything so I'm not headed to the hospital today, unless something happens later this evening/middle of the night. I was so hopping for different news! I am SO uncomfortable and feel miserable!

My mom and sister are coming this weekend for Dom's birthday, Dom wants her friend Corbin to come and he needs to stay the night. His mom's friend is supposed to be bringing him Saturday evening and then picking him up Sunday afternoon. I am really not comfortable with him staying the night in my house. I do not like him, he is rude to him mom and very disrespectful toward her. She has put up with a lot from him (he has a long history I will not get into) and he is very ungrateful for everything she has done for him and put up with him. I do not trust him, and I do not like the way he tries to control who Dom talks to. He gets all upset and mad at her when he hears that she has been talking to or is going to talk to or hanging out with other guys. Then it upsets her, makes her mad and in return she is snotty and rude toward us. I understand they are good friends. Dom has done a lot to help him through a lot of things (and I think he should respect her more for that) and that she wants him to be here for her birthday. Another person might come this weekend as well, we are still unsure of that. She had plans to go to dinner with just her and a few of her friends here, but they all bailed on her and changed plans so I feel bad! Another thing I feel bad about is this baby possibly taking over her spotlight for her birthday. That is the last thing I want! She didn't get/do much for her last birthday and it was kind of a big disappointment.

If this boy stays the night I have to figure out a place for HIM to sleep, my mom and sister and possibly another person! Our house is not huge! There are not many places for extra people to sleep! Then I gotta worry about making sure to feed all these extra people too. I am TOTALLY stressed out! I have been having contractions off and on all day, a lot of pressure in my lower abdomen, constantly peeing, headaches, backaches, hip pain...you name it! My blood pressure is probably through the roof right now and that is not good for me or the baby! I feel really bad that this whole baby thing is affecting Dom and her birthday! Its affecting it A LOT! I know she is upset about it, but she also understands and the same time. I just don't know what to do! I want her to have a good birthday and have her friends able to come and everything but at the same time I gotta make sure that baby and I are ok and safe. I feel like giving up! I just wanna go crawl in bed and stay there! I just wish I knew more about this baby stuff and could plan better. There is just too much going on for me this weekend to deal with. Maybe it seems like not such a big deal to anyone else, but when your here dealing with it and all the drama that comes along with it...it IS a lot to deal with.

On top of all this my younger girls have been in my face all day. It seems like every 5 minutes they think they need something. They both think they are STARVING and cannot wait for dinner. They had their after school snack and it was large enough to hold them over till dinner, but they seem to think not! Then they start arguing with each other, picking on each other, bugging me for everything. I LOVE my girls to death, but today is NOT a good day, not with all this other stuff for me to worry/ think about. All I have heard all day is whining and complaining from them (and the oldest lol).

On a good note, the dinner I made was really yummy!...here is the link
http://www.quick-and-easy-dinner.com/chicken-bundles.html
I added a couple tablespoons of sour cream and I think I used more parsley that what was required, but I think it added a little extra flavor. I also added a bit of garlic salt and I used onion powder since I didn't have any onion. I also added some shredded cheddar cheese and topped it with cheese too. Super easy to make and QUICK. I think next time I'll make a double batch!

So there is my pity party, complaining for the day. Hopefully tomorrow will be better and we can get things figured out and I won't be so stressed! I don't like being crabby and when I get stressed, I get crabby.

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